Living in Uncertainty

It's part of life, especially as a Christian, because we are to walk by faith instead of what we can see. It may sound crazy, but once you learn to follow the still, small voice of the Holy Spirit of God, it's actually very peaceful. Even when things aren't making sense, there is peace in knowing that God is already in my future.

I've come to the conclusion that I'm not supposed to make a trip this November that I've been planning since March. It's a trip to the Holy Lands with the people from the Daystar Network. The truth of the matter is, I don't think I will be recovered enough from a car wreck to make the trip. I'm going to call the travel agent and talk with her about it all. I will have enough trouble with all the walking, even with a cane. I wouldn't be able to carry my heavy suitcase from the bus to the motel and back, but they may have a way for someone to help me out.

So I was wondering if perhaps this was just God's way of making sure I have a passport. Perhaps there is something else He's got planned for me later on that will require the passport. Like a short missions trip across the boarder in Mexico with a group called Helping Hands Ministries.

Time will tell. Either way, I know who holds my future in His hands.