nothing much happeneing

Or maybe it's that there is so much that it's impossible to keep up.

It's been cool enough the last two days to keep the windows up and to use fans. I love the way my apartment smells when I can open up the windows.

I've decided to not go for disability yet. I'm going to have to know that I can't work before I'm willing to file, and I won't know that for sure unless I try and then can't. There are moments when I feel like I'm crazy for doing this, but then I remember that "faith without works is dead." I'm going to work my faith for healing by getting a job.

Good news on Mom - they aren't taking out her kidney. They still don't know why she's got uncontrolled hypertension. Especially since she and Dad aren't raising my niece anymore. So much for the stress excuse. Except that they are still upset that my niece won't even talk to them. She will eventually learn to get over it and talk to them again. Me and my sisters did. Some people just weren't meant to raise teenagers.

It's church night, which I always look forward to. I have some really good friends there, which is something that is not possible to find online. Everyone I've ever met online, with the exception of two young ladies, has proven in the end to got give a care in the world about anyone but themselves. They only care about being "in" with people who in the end won't remember them once the band retires. I'm thankful that I learned that lesson before stabbing anyone in the heart.

That's it for now.